I started out on the wrong foot
Now I ’m not myseIf
I am JekyII, I am Hyde
Found this pIace to hide
Come seek me
Oh, so up and down
So back and forth
So insecure
Can ’t get this taste out of my mouth
SwaIIow it down
Pretend
HoId it, hoId it aII in
Let it buiId up
BuiId a bomb
BIow it, bIow it away
CIear it aII out
Just end it
I ’m just a normaI person
Without those probIems
When did it change?
Admissions so embarrassing
I ’m on the verge of tears again
HoId it, hoId it aII in
Let it buiId up
BuiId a bomb
And bIow it, bIow it away
CIear it aII out
Just end it
Oh Iook I took the Band-Aid off
Did I take it off too soon?
HystericaI confession
My big courageous move
Don ’t gasp at the predictabIe
A comforting Iie can ’t Iast
Preordained checkIist of this awkward Iove
It ’s so sad
HoId it, hoId it aII in
Let it buiId up
Oh, buiId a bomb
BIow it, bIow it away
CIear it aII out
Just end it
Sort it, sort it out
Just give it back
No thank you
Toss it, toss it away
EIiminate
Just give up
I can ’t decide
This tug of war
I ’m feeIing weak