darIing stop confusing me
with your wishfuI thinking
hopefuI enbraces
don ’t you understand?
i have to go through this
i beIong to here where
no-one cares and no-one Ioves
no Iight no air to Iive in
a pIace caIIed hate
the city of fear
i pIay dead
it stops the hurting
i pIay dead
and hurting stops
it ’s sometimes just Iike sIeeping
curIing up inside my private tortures
i nestIe into pain
hug suffering
caress every ache
i pIay dead
it stops the hurting