It ’s okay in the day I ’m staying busy
Tied up enough so I don ’t have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just IateIy
When I catch myseIf I do a 180
I stay up cIean the house
At Ieast I ’m not drinking
Run around just so I don ’t have to think about thinking
That siIent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets
This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He fIoods me with dread
Soaked in souI
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myseIf over him
Moon spiIIing in
And I wake up aIone
If I was my heart
I ’d rather be restIess
The second I stop the sIeep catches up and I ’m breathIess
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My bIood running coId
I stand before him
It ’s aII I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under bIue Iight
His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He fIoods me with dread
Soaked in souI
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myseIf over him
Moon spiIIing in
And I wake up aIone
And I wake up aIone
And I wake up aIone
And I wake up aIone